/int/ - International

Me: never. If I have lived my life any different than I have, this wouldn't be me but a different person with different thoughts. And wishing that you would be a different person equates to the current you being dead. I don't want to be dead.

I have a good life. Why would I do that?

I don't believe in alternatives

Every day. Bernd only watches and reads isekai anime and manga because of that.

Every hour

>>26856 >>26857 >>26860 I think you miss the point: OP asks not about what you'd be regretting, but kinda about what could've happened if you did this or that differently.

Every 5 minutes

>>26864 >what could've happened if you did this or that differently I don't think anything would have changed because I don't know what I did wrong. Something changed in me after my balls dropped and I've been a loser ever since.

>>26870 again, it's not about being wrong. it's about making different choices. like choosing another career or dropping out of uni or joining Legion etrangere. come on, guys, human brains does this analysis even subconsciously.

>>26864 There’s a reason why someone would think about alternative lives

Always ever since I was 5yo all through my life. t. daydreamer

Almost never

>>26874 I don't feel like there are many decisions in my life that weren't clear to me at the time. Even if I would have made some things slightly different the outcome would have probably been very similar.

I fantasize about being in the world of the dead every day. It's called suicidal ideation.

>How often do you fantasize about alternative reality/life you will never have? I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FUCK AN ACTUAL JAPAN COUNTRYHUMAN!!!

>>26935 So about once a sec

Used to happen a lot in the past, it happens a lot less now. It took me a lot of knowledge and failures to adjust my standards. I suggest bernd to read Alasdair Macintyre. This famous quote should explain why he's relevant to this: >I can only answer the question ‘What am I to do?’ if I can answer the prior question ‘Of what story or stories do I find myself a part? On the other hand I think daydreaming is basically the standard way of thinking when it comes to politics for those who don't have power. We are called to think about politics and be political, but we don't have power to do what we want. It's unavoidable in modern democratic politics.

Me: almost never I sometimes (briefly) think of what it would have been like to make babby with exgf and stuff, but she is a troubled person and so my life would have been troubled, too (more than usual).

In my head canon I am a space faring demon lord since 2 and a half decades.

Sometimes I fantasise about being a magical girl.

>>26988 Sometimes I gush over magical girls.

>>26988 Cute & adorable.

Sometimes I fantasise about having superpowers and stuff like that despite being properly fully adult

>>26988 I sometimes fantasize about being a girl.

Never lol

>>26994 Man can't gush

>>27008 I'd be a girl sometimes just as a test but would probably overall be lame outside of engaging in a bit of lesbianism

I used to think that since I was born my life had failed. That I was out of place. In my life I simply did not have anything that would make me happy, there were no people truly dear to me. So if there was such a reality, then in it I would have been born as a completely different person, but with my own consciousness. My only salvation was the Internet lel. Everything seems better now. I try to forget what happened then and live for today. Everything that happened in the past no longer concerns me. But somewhere there must be a reality in which I was always happy

>>26850 What do you mean? Do you mean an alternative reality where you chose another career path, or an alternative reality where you are a dark master colonizing other planets?

>>27043 Are you still reading the manga? I stopped a while ago.

>>26935 > I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FUCK AN ACTUAL JAPAN COUNTRYHUMAN!!! There's a thread on kohl with literal how-tos

>>26856 >Me: never. What if you could quantum leap (go back in time and become your younger self) then mine/purchase a ton of Bitcoin and become a millionair?